The hardest part of conducting is that there is a such a big mountain of information that I have to convey. And I believe that conductors don't know everything they're going to do until they're actually on the podium. You can study the music: you know who's playing what, where the technical difficulties are, the cuing, the harmony. You can have that all in your head, but it doesn't mean you can conduct it. And I realize, every time I stand up there, that the hardest part is to get them to play the music the way I hear it, feel, it and know it.

Conducting, in a way, is like singing with your body. You sing with your hands; you sing with your eyes; and you're trying to get the orchestra to sing. You could also say conducting is a kind of dance. Usually music plays and you dance as a response. But here, the orchestra responds to you because you're dancing. It's flip-flopped. So I guess I'm learning to dance.

I find I don't have to say anything that technical to the orchestra. I just sing to them and they sing it right back to me. If I have to sing it 3, 5, 6 times, I do that and I try to show them as best I can. At a recent rehearsal with an orchestra I was working with, we were working on this phrase and I stopped them and they started discussing it. I had to say "Stop. Stop thinking about it. Don't think, play." Because sometimes it gets so analytical.

I'm not trying to do anything different. I'm discovering the music as I'm conducting, many, many times. I think if get up there and say "OK, I'm going try and do so and so", I'd be thinking too much about what I want to do, and so I think I try and just lose myself in that music . I want to be with the orchestra. I hate podiums I try my best not to walk out there and stand above the orchestra. I like, first off, to be on the floor because I get more space. I can come in close I want them to her my breath, especially the violins up front. I want them to hear my breathing. I want to be with them, making music together. If I have any goal, it's that. It's you and me and Beethoven or whoever I'm conducting. It's "Let's play this". If I'm bringing anything different, it's me. It's me. Me in front of them and whatever the connection is.

Conducting is very improvisational. I mean moment to moment to moment to moment of intense listening. Intense awareness. That's what it's all about. When I stand in front of the podium, even though the notes on the page are the same, it's a whole new day. Everything is different. The orchestra opens their folders and they're faced with this same page. But everything else is different. The hall, the audience, the day, the weather, their mood. I believe that a concert that begins at 8:00 is going to be different than a concert that begins at 7:00 or 7:30 or 8:30. Because the time is different. I believe all of that. So as a leader you have to first off follow that moment. You go in there and do what you do, but there is something larger in working in the context of the music making that night. As a leader you have to play with it. You have to find it, find out what the hall, what the instrument is like in the hall, how it makes you play, how it makes you hear the music differently. There has to be some mystery in music making, always, even if you've played it a hundred times.

If the musicians feel you are trying to control everything, they might as well phone it in. But if you allow them to sense that there is mystery in the music, if you let them explore the mystery then they really play for you.

ALBINONIConcerto in C for Two Oboes, Op. 9, No. 9 BM conducts w/ soloists 11'
J.S. BACHAir on the G String (Orchestral Suite #3 in D Major, BWV 1068)BM conducts; sings VIOLIN I part as solo 4'
J.S. BACHConcerto in D Minor for Two Violins, BWV 1043BM conducts w/ soloists 16'
J.S. BACHFirst Movement from Violin Concerto in a minor, BWV 1041BM sings solo violin part and conducts 4'
J.S. BACHMagnificat, BWV 243BM conducts w/ chorus and orchestra 30'
J.S. BACHSuite No. 2 in B Minor for Flute, Strings and Harpsichord, BWV 1067BM conducts 19'
BARBER Adagio for StringsBM conducts 8'
BARTOKRumanian DancesBM conducts 9'
BEETHOVENSymphony No. 1 in C, Op. 21BM conducts 25'
BEETHOVENSymphony No. 2 in D Major, Op. 36 BM conducts 36'
BEETHOVENSymphony No. 4 in B-flat Major, Op. 6BM conducts 35'
BEETHOVENSymphony No. 7 in A Major, Op. 92BM conducts 38'
BEETHOVENSymphony No. 8 in F Major, Op. 93BM conducts 26'
BEETHOVENSymphony No. 9, Op. 125, D minor (Choral)BM conducts 65'
BERNSTEINOverture to "Candide" BM conducts 5'
BERNSTEINSymphonic Dances from "West Side Story"BM conducts 22'
BERNSTEINChichester psalmsBM conducts 19'
BIZET"L'Arlésienne" Suite No. 1 BM conducts 18'
BIZET"L'Arlésienne" Suites No. 1 & 2 (Selections)for Chamber OrchestraBM conducts 20'
BIZETMarch of the Toreadors from "Carmen," Orchestral Suite #1BM conducts 5'
BIZETSymphony No. 1 in C MajorBM conducts 28'
BOCCHERINIConcerto for Cello in G Major, G. 480BM conducts 17'
BOCCHERINIMinuet (Quintet No. 1 in E Major, Op. 13/5)BM sings and conducts 3'
COPLANDFanfare for the Common Man BM conducts 3'
COPLAND Lincoln PortraitBM conducts 14'
DUKAS The Sorcerer's ApprenticeBM conducts 12'
DVORAKSymphony No. 9 in e minor, Op. 95 ("From the New World")BM conducts 38'
FAUREPavane, Op. 50BM sings & conducts 6'
FAURERequiem, Op. 48BM conducts w/chorus & soloists
FIALA, J.Concerto for Two Horns in E-FlatBM conducts w/ soloists 18'
GERSHWINAn American in ParisBM conducts 16'
GERSHWIN"Porgy & Bess" Excerpts in ConcertBM conducts w/chorus, soloists 80'
GERSHWINRhapsody in Blue BM conducts w/soloist 15'
GERSHWINPiano Concerto in FBM conducts w/soloist '31
GOUNODPetite Symphonie for Wind InstrumentsBM conducts 18'
GRIEGHolberg Suite, op. 40BM conducts 21'
GRIEG"Peer Gynt" Suite No. 1BM conducts 15'
HANDELMessiah BM conducts w/chorus & soloists
HAYDNSymphony No. 102 in B-flat MajorBM conducts 26'
HAYDNTrumpet Concerto E-flat MajorBM conducts w/soloist 14'
HERRMANNOverture to "The Seventh Voyage of Sinbad"BM conducts 3'
HERRMANNSuite from "Psycho"BM conducts [to be confirmed]
HINDEMITHSymphonic Metamorphosis on Themes of Carl Maria von WeberBM conducts 18'
HUMPERDINCKChildren's Prayer from "Hansel and Gretel"BM conducts 3'
McFERRIN/TREECETo Catch a Ray of SunshineBM sings solo part 27'
MENDELSSOHNScherzo from "A Midsummer Night's Dream"BM conducts 5'
MENDELSSOHN Selections from "A Midsummer Night's Dream"BM conducts 14'
MENDELSSOHNSymphony No. 4 in A Major, Op. 30 ("Italian")BM conducts 27'
MOZARTConcerto for Two Pianos in E-flat Major,K. 365BM conducts w/soloists 24'
MOZARTEine kleine Nachtmusik, K. 525BM conducts 14'
MOZARTExsultate, jubilate, K. 165/158aBM conducts w/soloist 16'
MOZARTOverture to "The Magic Flute," K. 620BM conducts 7'
MOZARTOverture to "The Marriage of Figaro"BM conducts 4'
MOZARTSelections from Cassation No. 1 in G, K. 63BM conducts 14'
MOZARTPiano Concerto No. 20 in d minor, K. 466BM conducts w/soloist 30'
MOZARTPiano Concerto No. 22 in E-flat Major, K.482BM conducts w/soloist '34
MOZARTPiano Concerto No. 23 in A Major, K. 488BM conducts w/soloist 28'
MOZARTRequiem in d minor, K. 626BM conducts w/ chorus & soloists 55'
MOZARTSymphony No. 7a in G minor KV 45a ('Lambacher')BM conducts '20
MOZARTSymphony No. 25 in g minor, K. 183BM conducts 24'
MOZARTSymphony No. 29 in A Major, K. 186aBM conducts 24'
MOZARTSymphony No. 38, K.504, D Major (Prague)BM conducts 29'
MOZARTSymphony No. 40 in g minor, K. 550BM conducts 35'
MOZARTSymphony No. 41 in C Major, K. 551 ("Jupiter")BM conducts 29'
MOZARTViolin Concerto No. 3 in G Major, K. 216BM conducts w/ soloist 26'
MOZARTViolin Concerto No. 5 in A Major, K. 219BM conducts w/soloist 31'
ORFFSelections from 'Carmina Burana'BM conducts 10-60'
PONCHIELLI"Dance of the Hours" from "La Gioconda"BM conducts 9'
PROKOFIEVSymphony No. 1, Op. 25 ("Classical")BM conducts 15'
RACHMANINOFFVocaliseBM conducts 6'
RAVELBoleroBM conducts and sings 13'
RAVELLa Valse ("Poème Chorégraphique")BM conducts 15'
RAVELLe Tombeau de CouperinBM conducts 17'
RAVELPavane pour une infante défunteBM conducts 6'
RESPIGHITrittico BotticellianoBM conducts 20'
RIMSKY- KORSAKOVCapriccio Espagnol, Op. 34BM conducts 15'
ROSSINIOverture to "La Scala di Seta"BM conducts 7'
ROSSINIOverture to "William Tell" (from fanfare to the end)BM conducts; Orch. plays and sings 5'
SCHUBERTSymphony No. 5 in B-flat Major, D.485BM conducts 26'
J. STRAUSSOverture to "Die Fledermaus"BM conducts 9'
R. STRAUSSIntroduction to Also Sprach Zarathustra, Op. 30BM conducts and audience sings 2'
STRAVINSKYSuite from "The Firebird" (1919)BM conducts 21'
STRAVINSKYSymphony in Three MovementsBM conducts 22'
STRAVINSKYLast movement (Minuetto-Finale) from "Pulcinella" (1920)BM conducts 5'
TCHAIKOVSKYAndante Cantabile (from String Qt. #1,Op. 11) w/cellist or vocalistBM conducts w/soloist 6'
TCHAIKOVSKYAndante Serenade for Strings, Op. 48BM conducts 27'
TCHAIKOVSKYAndante Suite from the Ballet, "The Nutcracker,"Op. 71aBM conducts 24'
VIVALDIConcerto for Two Cellos in g minor RV 531BM sings CELLO II 10'
VIVALDIAndante, from Concerto in G Major for Two MandolinsBM conducts, and sings MANDOLIN I
ALL REPERTOIRE SUBJECT TO FINAL CONFIRMATION BY THE ARTIST

I had thought about conducting before singing, a long time ago. I was a teenager and I used to stand on the coffee table and listen to classical records and conduct them. Basically I'm a shy person and standing in front of an orchestra and telling them what to do is just something I couldn't do. I couldn't tell them, and wave a stick at them and tell them, it's terrifying for me. I wanted to give myself a 40th birthday present. What could it be? And the idea of conducting on my 40th birthday came racing into my head and I thought this is an interesting idea, and then I thought about it and it seemed quite appealing. I was invited by the San Francisco Symphony to conduct them on my actual 40th birthday. I went to Tanglewood which is in Lenox MA, the home of the Boston Symphony, and I had all these lessons with Seiji Ozawa and Gustav Meyer who was the conducting coach all summer long. I remember working on Beethoven's 7th. I was scared to death. I was so nervous and I was one of those conductors that kept the tempo more like a traffic cop. I didn't know. I knew what conducting was but I had to find it. It was going to take me a long, long time. Alistair Neal, one of my teachers said something very smart to me. He said 'Give yourself 10 years before you begin to feel authentic, before you begin to find yourself' and it really did take that long. It took that long.

My time as the Creative Chair of the Saint Paul Chamber Orchestra [Bobby was appointed in 1994] was wonderful, a real learning experience. Until then, I was only doing one-day rehearsals with orchestras. I got frustrated with that because I couldn't do any real music-making. Working with the St. Paul orchestra taught me how to pace and other basic things. The musicians even gave me a special permission to sing to them in rehearsals. They understood that I was kind of an accidental conductor – even now, there is a lot of things I don't know about how an orchestra works. When I was struggling to work out how to communicate with them they said it was OK to sing to them. They were my teachers.

[In addition to the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra, which he has lead on tour throughout Europe, Bobby has worked frequently with such orchestras as the London Philharmonic, the Chicago Symphony, the Cleveland Orchestra, the New York Philharmonic, the Philadelphia Orchestra, the Kirov Orchestra and the Leipzig Gewandhaus Orchestra.]